Category: Blog

  • Slave to Process

    Slave to Process
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    I was starting to question if this was a mistake. Not just in writing again, but by reposting older blogs that I’ve written. There is a lot of old shit in there that just might not be suitable for all audiences. I’m not necessarily ashamed of who I was back then though, nor am I… Read more

  • “Everything is gonna be just fine”

    “Everything is gonna be just fine”
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    11/21/2005 (MySpace)10/7/2006 5:13 PM (MySpace) I am the only voice I hear inside my head.  When I think deep thoughts, they usually center around myself and various people in my life.  Sometimes I even think I’m the only person in this world that matters.  Like the Earth was put here for me, and me alone. … Read more

  • “Like a lost Puppy”

    “Like a lost Puppy”
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    11/17/2005 (MySpace)10/7/2006 4:48 PM (MySpace) And they’re probably all sitting over there laughing at the fact that I just want to know the truth.  I don’t care if it’s bad news, just tell me the news.  I have got to stop asking all the wrong questions though.  I hate that feeling when I don’t know… Read more

  • “Rejection”

    “Rejection”
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    11/17/2005 (MySpace)10/7/2006 4:41 PM (MySpace) Why is it so hard to deal with rejection?  I don’t know.  It would be so much easier if she was being mean about it.  But it’s just, “Oops, sorry for ya.”  At least if she had cheated on me I could rant and rave like a lunatic but that’s… Read more

  • “Old Blogs”

    “Old Blogs”
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    This is the moment I started re-posting old blogs that I deleted. It had been a year of rebuilding, and I was doing it with a heavy fog over my eyes. I was starting to push my own boundaries and find my voice in the world. I made some mistakes, and I am a glutton… Read more

  • Talking to the moon

    Talking to the moon
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    Had a really productive meeting today, with someone who I think is really going to impact my life, moving forward. I don’t want to get too excited, because everything is still very early and there is a long way to go still. But things are trending upwards in several different, but parallel vectors. There just… Read more

  • Let me help you with that

    Let me help you with that
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    I didn’t really have any specific goal in mind when I started this thing. But as I do more research and see templates/tools that people have made (and sell), and I seek out examples of good blogs that people run and maintain, I become more reflective and considerate. I probably have spent more time with… Read more

  • Harder than it looks

    Harder than it looks
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    I ain’t got this rhythm down yet. And I’m not entirely sure when I will. I assume that Iike many, I have poignant thoughts from time to time, while idling away in timeless spaces, scattered throughout the day. But no matter how accessible a notepad or digital device is, I’m not jotting things down. I… Read more

  • And it goes a little something like this

    And it goes a little something like this
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    I think it’s time to kick this thing Live. I’m still not 100% quite sure what this is ultimately supposed to be yet. It’s been tooling around in my head for some time, but in a nebulous and easy to dismiss type of way. But I figured this would be a good time to take… Read more