Category: Blog
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“What do I do?”
10/14/2006 2:31:00 AM (MySpace)6/14/2006 12:34:00 AM (MySpace) I want people to like me. I really do. Sometimes I get confused about what people expect from me. I don’t really know what I’m here for. I don’t know what purpose I serve to society. I’m more than a drone. I’m more than just your “average joe.” … Read more
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“Who Moved My Cheese?”
10/14/2006 2:26:00 AM (MySpace)6/6/2006 11:36:00 PM (MySpace) I did the weirdest thing in my class today. Well it started out normal. I was having an especially bad day, still trying to get over a dissappointing weekend. Then two other things happened to me right before I was to leave for class. If I’m being vague,… Read more
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“Jerk Report”
10/14/2006 2:23 AM5/28/2006 12:48 AM I’ve been being a jerk to one person who really doesn’t deserve it. I’ll never forget or forgive what you did to me but I just gotta say I’m sorry for the way I’ve been acting recently. I’m a little tipsy right now and may delete this in the morning… Read more
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“Bet you can’t make me smile”
10/14/2006 2:09 AM5/21/2006 For reasons I cannot understand, I am a pessimist. I don’t mean to be this way, but I am. No matter what’s going on in my life, I feel like I always “have to” focus on the negative aspects of things. I’ve been told this a couple of times and I’ve seen… Read more
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“I don’t think there’s any left”
10/14/2006 2:00:00 AM (MySpace)4/13/2006 (MySpace) I’ve been in a pretty rotten mood recently. I walk down the street or ride the bus just waiting for someone to say something to me. I don’t really worry about pissing people off too much anymore. I feel like I have all this confidence built up, but for… Read more
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“State of the ME address”
10/12/2006 2:49:00 PM (MySpace)4/7/2006 1:01:00 AM (MySpace) Hey. I just kind of wanted to jot down some thoughts about where I am in life right now. I feel like I have a couple different major areas that I focus my attention. Kids and their Mom I love my kids. I don’t go crazy over them… Read more
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Stand By Me
What do I even say at this point. I’m kind of tired of talking. I’m just so tired of everything. But I toggle hack and forth on whether or not it is comparable to the effort put forth. So much has happened since I last posted. But I haven’t yet decided on what I want… Read more
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“Sorry if my plans don’t include you”
10/12/2006 2:36:00 PM (MySpace)2/22/2006 (MySpace) It’s been a long time since I’ve put words here. At least it feels like it. I always have ideas for posts but then I second-guess myself and worry about who will read it or how they will take it. I’m probably going to make this a pretty honest post… Read more
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“A little bit cocky”
12/18/2005 (MySpace)10/12/2006 2:22 PM (MySpace) I need to find a little bit of swagger. I know I have it in me somewhere. Someone recently told me that my self-deprecating humor is not all that attractive. Up until recently I thought I was only capable of two extremes, either dead-silent, shy and nervous or arrogant, obnoxious… Read more