Category: Blog
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“I don’t think there’s any left”
10/14/2006 2:00:00 AM (MySpace)4/13/2006 (MySpace) I’ve been in a pretty rotten mood recently. I walk down the street or ride the bus just waiting for someone to say something to me. I don’t really worry about pissing people off too much anymore. I feel like I have all this confidence built up, but for… Read more
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“State of the ME address”
10/12/2006 2:49:00 PM (MySpace)4/7/2006 1:01:00 AM (MySpace) Hey. I just kind of wanted to jot down some thoughts about where I am in life right now. I feel like I have a couple different major areas that I focus my attention. Kids and their Mom I love my kids. I don’t go crazy over them… Read more
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Stand By Me
What do I even say at this point. I’m kind of tired of talking. I’m just so tired of everything. But I toggle hack and forth on whether or not it is comparable to the effort put forth. So much has happened since I last posted. But I haven’t yet decided on what I want… Read more
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“Sorry if my plans don’t include you”
10/12/2006 2:36:00 PM (MySpace)2/22/2006 (MySpace) It’s been a long time since I’ve put words here. At least it feels like it. I always have ideas for posts but then I second-guess myself and worry about who will read it or how they will take it. I’m probably going to make this a pretty honest post… Read more
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“A little bit cocky”
12/18/2005 (MySpace)10/12/2006 2:22 PM (MySpace) I need to find a little bit of swagger. I know I have it in me somewhere. Someone recently told me that my self-deprecating humor is not all that attractive. Up until recently I thought I was only capable of two extremes, either dead-silent, shy and nervous or arrogant, obnoxious… Read more
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Mona Lisa
Feel the beat Tell me the words Write me a letter Sing me a verse Name the song The one you love most Show me the pace Find muse in the lyric Remind me of your face The rhythm in your step Let me hear your voice What do you call me these days? There’s… Read more
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“How much is too much?”
11/17/2005 (MySpace)10/12/2006 2:19 PM (MySpace) Sometimes I think I talk too much. I don’t necessarily say the wrong thing, it’s more that I say whatever is on my mind. Be it good or bad. That’s the main reason I changed a lot of my blogs to Private. Kind of filtering myself I guess. Too many… Read more
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Slave to Process
I was starting to question if this was a mistake. Not just in writing again, but by reposting older blogs that I’ve written. There is a lot of old shit in there that just might not be suitable for all audiences. I’m not necessarily ashamed of who I was back then though, nor am I… Read more
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“Everything is gonna be just fine”
11/21/2005 (MySpace)10/7/2006 5:13 PM (MySpace) I am the only voice I hear inside my head. When I think deep thoughts, they usually center around myself and various people in my life. Sometimes I even think I’m the only person in this world that matters. Like the Earth was put here for me, and me alone. … Read more