| 10/14/2006 2:23 AM 5/28/2006 12:48 AM |
I’ve been being a jerk to one person who really doesn’t deserve it. I’ll never forget or forgive what you did to me but I just gotta say I’m sorry for the way I’ve been acting recently. I’m a little tipsy right now and may delete this in the morning but I just want to say: “I’m sorry for intentionally trying to ruin your plans on friday night.” You shouldn’t have called me Thur. to find out when I was picking them up. I don’t really want to have anything to do with you. I know you don’t want to have anything to do with me, but really, I’m going to be like this all the time. What bothers you a little bit, bothers me a lot. Like I said I’ll prolly delete this in the morning, and my boy’s are calling me out. Late. Comments 10-14-06: Ahh… this was a turning point. She called me Thursday to ask when I was picking up the kids. I knew then that she had plans to go out and immediately and sub-consciously devised ways to thwart them. I was an Ass and told her I would pick them up when I always pick them up, Duh. Or something like that. Then I was intentionally late to get the kids. She was pissed as she should have been, and I went off on her on the phone. I used the F-word a couple of times and told her that i was on my own time and her plans didn’t matter to me. I felt bad and wrote this. She called me the next day and told me that she wanted to pay $250 a month in Child Support. I should have accepted that but I laughed. I thought it was a lot and I didn’t think I could afford it. After she got the Kids I found out that her plans were to go to the beach with her new Boyfriend. And she had pics all over her MySpace from the trip. Kind of an eye-opener for me. I knew that we were both moving on but that just kinda sealed it all and made it final. She filed the paperwork and the judgement was $379 a month. As the months went on things got worse and they suck real bad right now. I haven’t seen my kids in almost two months and she won’t even let me talk to them on the phone. everything is going to have to go through the courts now. When I retrace it all, it all seems to have started with that one day. |
