Category: Old Blog
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“Jerk Report”
10/14/2006 2:23 AM5/28/2006 12:48 AM I’ve been being a jerk to one person who really doesn’t deserve it. I’ll never forget or forgive what you did to me but I just gotta say I’m sorry for the way I’ve been acting recently. I’m a little tipsy right now and may delete this in the morning… Read more
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“Bet you can’t make me smile”
10/14/2006 2:09 AM5/21/2006 For reasons I cannot understand, I am a pessimist. I don’t mean to be this way, but I am. No matter what’s going on in my life, I feel like I always “have to” focus on the negative aspects of things. I’ve been told this a couple of times and I’ve seen… Read more
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“I don’t think there’s any left”
10/14/2006 2:00:00 AM (MySpace)4/13/2006 (MySpace) I’ve been in a pretty rotten mood recently. I walk down the street or ride the bus just waiting for someone to say something to me. I don’t really worry about pissing people off too much anymore. I feel like I have all this confidence built up, but for… Read more
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“State of the ME address”
10/12/2006 2:49:00 PM (MySpace)4/7/2006 1:01:00 AM (MySpace) Hey. I just kind of wanted to jot down some thoughts about where I am in life right now. I feel like I have a couple different major areas that I focus my attention. Kids and their Mom I love my kids. I don’t go crazy over them… Read more
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“Sorry if my plans don’t include you”
10/12/2006 2:36:00 PM (MySpace)2/22/2006 (MySpace) It’s been a long time since I’ve put words here. At least it feels like it. I always have ideas for posts but then I second-guess myself and worry about who will read it or how they will take it. I’m probably going to make this a pretty honest post… Read more
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“A little bit cocky”
12/18/2005 (MySpace)10/12/2006 2:22 PM (MySpace) I need to find a little bit of swagger. I know I have it in me somewhere. Someone recently told me that my self-deprecating humor is not all that attractive. Up until recently I thought I was only capable of two extremes, either dead-silent, shy and nervous or arrogant, obnoxious… Read more
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“How much is too much?”
11/17/2005 (MySpace)10/12/2006 2:19 PM (MySpace) Sometimes I think I talk too much. I don’t necessarily say the wrong thing, it’s more that I say whatever is on my mind. Be it good or bad. That’s the main reason I changed a lot of my blogs to Private. Kind of filtering myself I guess. Too many… Read more
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“Everything is gonna be just fine”
11/21/2005 (MySpace)10/7/2006 5:13 PM (MySpace) I am the only voice I hear inside my head. When I think deep thoughts, they usually center around myself and various people in my life. Sometimes I even think I’m the only person in this world that matters. Like the Earth was put here for me, and me alone. … Read more
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“Like a lost Puppy”
11/17/2005 (MySpace)10/7/2006 4:48 PM (MySpace) And they’re probably all sitting over there laughing at the fact that I just want to know the truth. I don’t care if it’s bad news, just tell me the news. I have got to stop asking all the wrong questions though. I hate that feeling when I don’t know… Read more